Letters to Heaven

Stand.

“I will lie down and sleep in peace. Lord, you alone keep me safe.”
‭‭Psalm‬ ‭4:8‬ ‭NIRV‬‬

Static static. Limbo. Faith in what I know.

Epiphany. There are so many moments when I look back at something I said or did and think, " I really screwed that up... I could have said things differently and now I may never have the chance to resolve things to reflect my true intent. Today I thought back over ways I adressesed the unknowns in my relationship with Morgan. The what ifs. I know now that rather than spending time reminiscing on regret, on shame and what I think may be failure that I should instead steadfastly grow. I should consider those things of course but, those perceived errors may not actually be errors. They could actually be redirection from the universe. Redirection for both of us. Those things I saw as failures could actually be Grace working on fulfilling a master plan far greater than either of us could have imagined. See the things that occur but, let not your perception of whether they were right or wrong deter you from moving forward. Continue to lay a foundation built upon sediment of expectancy. Believe.

All things are possible through Christ. Trust, wait.

Can my heart for love align to thy will?

Release. My heart aches but, it is right to trust my life in His hands.

Not that it is owed to me, nor do I deserve it based on my prior actions but, by His Grace I am made whole. By His Grace I base my sense of humble expectancy, because of His promises, because of His nature.

You know my heart God.

My mind is filled with a firestorm of thoughts. Sometimes God allows us to move close to the edge of the fire, almost to the point where we feel we might get burned but, He won't allow it, He just wants us to see how determined our adversary is, how hot his jealousy and anger burns, and, even more, though determined and fierce, still unable to touch us. Gods mighty hand is here to intervene. We must understand the intensity of the flames before we can truly appreciate His quenching water.